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Doing some Thinking

Recently, I've been thinking a lot about life the reason for that is hearing so many people around me talk about the plans they've got for themselves in the near future. The one common thread of in everyone's plan is that thought in the back of my mind how everyone will move on and leave me behind them instead of taking me with them in their new plan. I know it isn't right for me to assume that "friends" wouldn't want me to remain in their life even as things change, but it's easy to always think positive. Bearing that reasoning in mind it has forced me to start thinking about how I can make my own plan for myself like my friends have done for themselves.  At first I thought the right decision was going to be cutting them out and moving on from them before they move on from me. Ignoring them and just chalking things up to another group of people to cut out, to prove that they weren't real friends and were just being nice to me for whatever reason. ...

A Bit Distracted

I have had a difficulty from time to time of stretching myself far to thin and not giving some stuff enough attention that it stays current and shows that little bit extra. I would be lying if I said YouTube has been taken care of well in recent weeks and I could easily blame it on my vacation coming up, but that'd be a lie and an easy excuse. It's not that I'm uninterested in giving YouTube a serious try it's more the sitting down and doing without getting distracted or starting to do something else that I can get done easier. I know that doesn't come off well for me, but I've really just been giving all my attention to one specific part of my life that I've been ignoring every other aspect.  I will not make any guarantee for anything, but what I can say is suddenly I feel a lot more motivated then I have in the past and I think I found the reason for the lacking interest. I know balancing time a little better might help a little bit too, and I will be doin...