Something I felt like sharing!! I have been thinking a lot life in recent weeks and haven’t always kept my confidence or a clear picture of what I wanted from life. I always considered life as an open book that is just written through time and never really given a thought of how to make it the picture clearer. I know that life isn’t a simple character and requires depth. I have been adding more depth to my personality more stability to who I am. At this point I still don’t know who I am or where I am suppose to be going or who will be there when I get there, but I can hope that certain people that have entered my life remain a part of it when I get to where I am going. Fact is that I can’t stand leaving any stone unturned or shifting my focus from what I thought matter the most. For the better part of twenty years wrestling was in some form or fashion the most important thing in my life. I...
Last week I finally opened a door that I thought I closed a long time ago!! Five years ago was the first time I attempted to stream on Twitch, but nothing ever happened and the stream never went live for a variety of reasons. At the time I barely knew the first thing about video recording and I was just winging it and I ended up feeling overwhelmed and embarrassed in the end. I gave up on the idea of streaming blaming it on my set up and ignoring the fact that I was just trying to protect myself from feeling the way I did when I didn't know anything about streaming, recording, or editing. I'm not trying to make excuses instead I'm more trying to call myself out for not trying to learn and growing my knowledge of something that could actually help me expand to help my site. At one point, growing Wrestling Express was my one and only focus, but I didn't know how and instead of trying to learn how to do it I gave up. Looking through the same rose colored glasses you'l...